Amber story

                                                                                    published on 27/12/09

mohabbatttt ....ek ehsas ki pawan si kahani hai frnds!!!

jab mai school me tha ,usi woqt paheli baar hua tha ye ...pyar aurrrrr shayed akhri baaar bhihi...

std 8 me ek masoom se ek ladki ,jisko ki dekhte hi pyar ho gya tha mujhe ,actually ,usne new admission liya tha aur mai aur wo dono hi late the isliye hume class k bhaher hi ek saath khada kar dya gya,phir maine usse kuch qustions puche aur dheere dheere samay kaise bita pata hi nahi chala .hum ek dusre se ladte  -jhgadte 10th pass kar alag -alag coolege me aa gye .jab usse se alag hua to dil ne kaha  ki tum baithe raho mai to uske paas chala aur us raat mujhe apne pe afsos hua ,kyu mai usse door raha aur kyu na kuch kah saka .sine me dhadkane tez ho uthi thi shayed!!!! aaj bhi yaad hai mujhe us din mai khub roya thaaa!!

saari raat rota raha tha .per kahte hai na samay ka marham bade se bade ghaw ko bhi bhar deta hai .bus phir kya tha mai apne pyar ko apne dil k kisi kone me rakh kar aur shayed ekterfa samajhkar bhul raha tha mai.per dosto, pyar agar sacchaa ho to phir usee apse juda insan to kua kud kuda bhi yahi chahta hai ki saari duniya is nayab cheez ko mahsoos kare,kyuki,mohabbat gulab ki pankudiyo pe pade oos ki boodon ki tarah hai jise door se dekh kar kush to hua ja sakta hai per chedne per wo bikhar jaata hai ,,isliye maine uski yadoon me jina sikh liya .raate rote hui kat rahi thi aur subah lal ankon k saath kyukisaari rat rone se ankhe lal ho jaya karti mere dost ,agar apne bhi kisi  se pyar kiya hai to jann jaoge is baat ko ki"kisi ki yaad me rona bhi kitna sukun deta hai"rone k baad lgta ki maine apne pyar k  wast dua mangi hai khuda se aur ek na ek din mera yaar jaroor wapis aa hi jaega!!!!

ek baar ,mujhe yu hi ek coolege me janne ka mouka mila to waha wahi ,,meri rato ki haquiqat se nazre takra gayi aur phir kya tha aag sahyed dono or se baraber ki lagi thi,isi liye to wo apne class hour me hi professer ke same hi mujhe gile sikwe karne lagi thi aur us per bhi aalam yah ki usne mujhe bilkul apne bagal wali sit di thi.aur ek baar phir mai apni padhai me lag gaya.lekin us roz k baad to ehsaas jo ki uski mohabbat ka tha dugna ho gaya thaaa ,tabhi to ab saari duniya me kisi ki suratdikti thi to sirf mere dildar ki,aur isssi tarah college bhi khatam ho gya .exam k time per mai roz usske xam cente pe dekne jaata ki kaasssh!!! sirf ek baar  sirg ek baar wo mujse mil leti lekin nahi mil pyayi wo .aur sabko jaldi thi ek mukam hasil karne ki , aur sab k sab bikhar kar rah gye aur usi bhid me wo bhi kahi door chali gyai.

mai aur mera frnd ek din hari om tower ja rahe the ,aur baate ussi k baare me ho rahi thi,"maine kaha ki kas wo ek baar mil jati aur kuda ka karishma to dekho mujhe waha mil gyai thi wo" kisi ne sachhi kaha hai sachhe dil se agar kuch socho to sari kayenat use tumse milne me jut jati hai.

aur usne mera cell no liya aur phil chali gayi

dus din baad ,achanak uska call ayaa aur usne muje kaha ki amber  mai tumhe apna sab se accha dost samjhti hu aur mai ne bina late kiye hi use i love u kah diya tha. aur phi mil gya mera pyar....ek pal k liye mujhe aisa laga,mahgi std call rate bhi nahi rok paayii mere dewangi ko, mai ab tuition karta aur us paise se dher saari bate hoti thi lekinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...

ek din aisa bhi aaya ki use apne college me hi kisi ladke se pyar ho gaya aur usne saare riste nate tod liye mujhse .

kuch nahi badla meri jindgi me pahle bhi raate rote hui kati thi maine aur aaj bhi rote hue hi kat raha huuuuu

                                        amber

                                                                          ran_amber@yahoo.co.in

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